This is the World im in
Full of feelings
Full of regrets

This is a song i Love
Specially dedicated to you
I hope you guys like it too
Title - Goodbye

I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have so much more
I can feel your heart and I sympathize
And I'll never criticize all you've ever meant to my life

I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but good-bye

You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure I'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me

I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
Though it's gonna hurt us both
THere's no other way than to say good-bye


ALL ABOUT MEY

Sporty Guy who loves STAGE very much :)
Loves to Dance with the music !
Loves Everyone that loves him !
Extrodinary and COOL is what I AM !


EXITSY

Alicia Cammie Cassandra Hui Qin Jackson Jacquelyn Jee Hui Jun Jie Kevin Lin Lin Litin Laraine Mark Pei Wen Seng Kiat Shan SiYing Sylvia Tessa Wei Qi Xiao Jing Jing Zilin

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Monday, November 30, 2009
9:33 PM

Hohoho !!

Wad a tiring day today (>.<) HAHAHA !! Actually im slacking the whole day in office luh but im still tired !!! Tired of seeing a person -.- Shan and Yt should noe wad im refering to rite ??!! Wth la ! Damn ps can (>.<) dunno the feeling at all la -.- Still laugh at me and ask me JIAYOU ?!?! Wan die izzit ?? U noe im refering to you rite ... Wahahaha ^^ Yes ! tmr Wei Qi is coming le !! Can prevent myself from entering the room liao (>.<) Hehe . Hmm ... Anw , office oso dun have any pretty girls de la -.- go their work nia ... oso not to look for girls -.- Can look anytime after work de ... HAHAHA !

After work went home le :) So happy luh ^^ No OT today ! Haha . Went to Whitesands cotton shop ;) Bro bought 2 tee and i bought a slippers again ! Hahaha !!! Really fanatic about BRIGHT colours now (>.<) Shall wear the slippers to work tmr ^^

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Sunday, November 29, 2009
8:52 PM

Back Peeps !!

Didnt post for the past few days cos quite busy de (>.<) Not busy with work but with shopping !! HAHAHA ! Shop for like so many places for the past few days can (>.<) Almost the whole Orchard , Tampines , Bugis and Jurong Point ! Finally , i bought my 2 Shirts from messy that i wanted le !!! Hahaha ^^ Shall wear it on next outing with you Guys (>.<) But i guess the next outing wld be .... hmm .. There rite ? Hahaha . Wq and Sk should noe where im refering rite ? Hehe . But now im currently confuse liao .... Should i wear the Blue one or the Pink one (>.<) Hmm ...

Watch 海派甜心 episode 4 le ! Omg -.- I think this drama series really suits my feeling man ! I think i should be same as Da Lang ! Cant wait for the next few more hours becos episode 5 is coming out !!!!! Wahahaha ^^

Alright , Nothing to post le .. Shall wait for my Episode 5 (>.<)

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Thursday, November 26, 2009
10:03 PM

Woke up around 9.30am in the morning and went for breakfast =) Didnt go for work today cos took leave for Pei Wen's birthday party ^^ But went to find Yf and Alan together wif shan for lunch at 12.30pm . Was actually to meet at 12pm de ... But thanks to my that stupid Brother -.- Use the toilet for almost 45 mins !!! Super slow can -.- Rush as fast as i can to our work place and meet them and luckly i was just in time (>.<) Pheww .. But the Alan , Go and punch the card at 12pm !!! Was actually intending to bring them to another place to eat de but in the end just went to the coffee shop that we always go to and eat cos they only lleft half an hour to eat -.- After their lunch , we sent them back to work place and headed down to Bugis to get Pei wen's present :)

I swear man .. Its damn hard to find her presents especially clothes (>.<) Both me and shan was lik walking in circles in the street for a few times before we manage to get a bag for her and a vest ! Hope she like it (>.<) But i guess the vest is too small for her la ... Me and shan damn cartoon can (>.<) We are like figuring out how to wear the vest aand she even thought that the vest was sew wrong side la ! How stupid she can be (>.<) HAHAHAHA !!! After getting the present , we headed down to CP to wait for Seng Kiat . Welcome back MOLE !! LOLS (>.<)

When we reach there , Super wan to slap shan shan mouth sia ! At first the sky was like damn bright and sunny la , but she go and say going to rain -.- In the end !! When we step out , it really rain !!! Idiot sia -.- Suay mouth ... Went over to PW hse first cos SK haven reach ... Guess wad , i said sure will have rainbow de becos theres sun when it rains and really after the rain have stop , the rainbow comes out !!! Damn pretty can !! Even took photos together with my shoe cos my shoe is also rainbow colour (>.<) Went to fetch SK after that and i think me and shan are like retards la -.- Act lik 'Ah ma' and 'Ah pek' liddat LOL . Take the umbrella and imagine like walking stick (>.<) We are trying to be lame just like the 2 little boys in the mrt we saw rite ?? HAHAHA !

Went to fly kite together with Wei Qi , Pei Wen , Shan and Lin Lin at the open field and noe wad ? We actually try to fly the kite form a broght sky to a dark sky -.- and didnt even manage to fly until ... I even took photos of the sunset la ! Damn pretty can =) Play all the way until 7 plus and headed back to Pei wen house to cut cake ^^ I guess she's really very happy today ba ? Haha . Guess everyone's oso have this feeling too ba ? ^^ After eating the cake , almost all of us headed home le cos its late le ...

Here , upload a few pictures first because others is with Pei wen camara (>.<)






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Monday, November 23, 2009
9:41 PM

Whoa !!!! Wad a tiring day man (>.<) !!! Just came back from work and its lik -.- arrhhh !!! My position is to assist Alex the logistic supervisor but !!! In the end im like in charge of everything liddat !!! Got to do laminating of banners , Typing , doing PO , checking stocks , moving stocks and many more !!! OMG ! Super tiring can (>.<) Good for Shan , ying tong and Pei wen lor ... 6pm on the dot jiu off liao .... I still have to work OT until 9pm =( But got extra money la (>.<) Hahaha ! Next day got to reach at 9am le .. In fact , is everyday 9am must reach -.- Sian ... Tiring man ~~

I guess i dont recognise you anymore . You're too vivid to me now . A total stranger to me . Its you that says its a so call 'date' but not to me . I guess you said that u treat me as a friend is maybe just some kind of consoling me words ehh ? Nevermind .. Its doesnt soncern me anymore . Things that i shouldn't know ? Hah . Thanks , i dont want to noe either you noe why ? You think too much . I hav long already noe the answer and did i ever mention im still trying ? Hah . NO . Everyone can tell . This trip is actually purely returning it to you and im going as a friend but you ? Loves to think ehh ? Nevermind ..Guess they are right afterall .

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Saturday, November 21, 2009
9:22 PM

WOOOHOOOO !!!

Yesterday Prom Night was quite fun :) Although it doesn't have the kind of style of prom i expected but together wif my clique is already enough and FUN le !! Hahaha ^^ 2pm in the noon went to Wei Qi house first to help them style their hair and preperations all those . Damn unluckly la ! Reach his bus stop and it started to rain lik siao -.- Waited for him to take his Winnie the Pooh umbrella for me -.- LOL . I will remember this !!!! Hahaha (>.<) Anw , went up and we prepare ourself . From 2.30pm all the way until almost 4pm !!! We super noe how to drag rite ?? Hehehe . After that , meet Pei Wen at Wei Qi house void deck and we set off by taking bus ! Guess wad ? We OWNED the bus la !!! HAHAHA (>.<) No ppl in the bus at all la ! Still took a picture of us sia . Muahaha ^^ Reach our school on time and headed in , at first we thought alot of ppl wld wear until very grand but ? All so sui bian -.- so plain sia ... But ok la . i still think our clique is wears the nicest of all ! All handsome and pretty (>.<) Out of all the segments , i think the best part of the Prom is the dance le la ! Got my favourite song !!! Sorry sorry ^^ Hahaha . Super lots of ppl noe the song and the dance la ! Me , Seng Kiat , Keith and Wei Qi were dancing the Sorry sorry sia (>.<) Super funny and fun ! hahaha . Too bad shan shan .. You wearing skirt so cant dance along with us =/ next time ba :)

After prom , we headed to Cp Starbucks and slack for awhile as its still early ... At first wan go k-box de but all no money ... So no choice go slack for awhile =) Took alot of pictures and i will upload it !! Really enjoy yesterday !!

Today woke up at 7am in the morning cos going interview together wif wq , pw , shan , my bro and his friend . Reach there around 9.30am and start to interview le . Guess wad ?? Its was lik we only go there and wrote our details and straight away we got our positions and the JOB !! Muahahaha !!! Both me and wq was put under Logistic department but he's starting on 1 dec and im starting on this monday le ... WORK WORK !!! JIAYOU !!

When i first receive your msg in the morning , i was excepting something not really good alrdy . There's a reason why i wld ask u the question wld u be sad if you cant go . U told me your part but i guess i didnt told you mind . Honestly , im really really very disappointed . Besides sad and disappointed , i really have nothing else to describe about my feelings anymore . All these , the tickets that have already bought , restaurant that book and the place that is always u wanted to go ... But it just vanish in just a few seconds . You told me to get someone else to go with me , but to me , this is for you . Other than you i wont go with anyone else . I rather give it to my friends . Besides saying those words 'Nevermind' that i always likes to use , i really dunno wad to say anymore . But still , I want to thank you . Thank you for everything ..

Tada~ Here's all the Pictures !!! Its really alooootttttttttt !!!!!!!!!! (>.<)








































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Thursday, November 19, 2009
8:12 PM

Hohohhh !!! Im back from chalet peeps !!

This 4 days had alot of fun man ! So long never feel so happy and have so much fun le (>.<) Out of the four days , i think the last 2 days is the most entertaining and fun one . But for the 3rd day super super wan to kill shan shan sia !! Luck and luck ! Make me and Seng Kiat lose so much in majong !! Wan die izzit ?!?! U this little girl , owe me k-box lor (>.<) Hahaha !! Last day cook dinner for them eat . At first already plan finish that dinner will be serve at 7pm .. but in the end , around 10.40pm liddat than we ate our dinner !! becos thanks to the 'handsome' LOL (>.<) Ask him buy rice he go buy GLUTINOUS RICE !! Cook out the rice is like damn sticky can -.- In the end , Wei Qi rush sown to Elias more to buy rice back ... Plus i need to rush and cook the food becos of one person la ! U noe its you rite (>.<)! Hahaha . Sorry guys , the 1st serving rice is abit hard cos of rush but i hope the 2nd serving is edible =) Hehehe

Alright , today after check out le went home and than to bugis to change my prom pants . When i reach bugis mrt station , OMG ! Someone actually promt me to be a model !! Omg man -.- was damn shock and even give me name card too !! Wa seh sia . Anw , change my pants and sent Pei Wen together wif Wei Qi for her Medicure than both of us guys went to arcade and play Jubeat ! hahaha . Fun man ^^ Than around 6pm i left home le cos wan eat dinner wif my parents ^^ 4 days never eat with them le ... Kind of miss them . LOL !!

Tada ~~ Thats all for today . Prom night is just hours away but to be exact , its tomorrow !! Kind of excited (>.<) See you guys tomorrow !

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Sunday, November 15, 2009
6:43 PM

Hi People =)

Back for a post after these few days . Did not post for these few days reasons was because i was very busy (>.<) Just lik yesterday ^^ Was actually celebrating my cousin birthday at my house and the same time celebrate my brother and my FREEDOM !! Hah (>.<) Was actually playing the whole day and eating at the same time too =) They came my hoise around 2pm and we started to play majong and the others play Wii ^^ Damn fun man ! Play Wii for almost 4 hours before i move on to majong (>.<) Plus , at the same time got lots of snacks to eat la !! Hehehe . I think im gaining weight le (>.<) Play majong till 3am in the morning and they left le =( actually we intend to play all the way till today de but cant cos hav MindChamps !! Idiot la .. Sigh ... Nvm , Chalet still can play :)

Today is damn boring la . After mindchamps le went for lunch and headed back home . Super boring and had nothing to do . So i on the Mio tv and watch and guess wad ? I found the show that i always lik since young ! Its call 夏日的麽麽茶 =) You guys should watch it either on Youtube or Tudou . Its really a nice show ^^ The song 浪花一朵朵 came form this show de ^^ Super love it :) How i wish the ending could land it on me .. Haha ! Joking joking (>.<)

Alright , here's a cartoon version of the song :) Enjoy ^^

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Thursday, November 12, 2009
10:09 PM

Back peeps !!

Went to 3 places today . Firstly , all of us were suppose to meet at Amk Hub at 12pm de . But some of them late ! But nvm .. Only me and JJ reach there on time because my principle ma .. Always not to be late ^^ But the most unforgiven de is Yi Feng ! Super late and slow . Come out buy Prom clothings and stuffs but he like dun care liddat , play his PSP -.- Wan die izzit ?!?! Hahahah . Was suppose to get their Blazers at there de but they dun have stock so have to go down to Bugis to collect .

Headed straight down to Bugis after that and its around 2 plus le ... Got their Blazers and bought our ties too . At first was going to Bugis street but everyone stomach is growling le ~ Haha ! So we went to eat Yoshinoya and than to street =) Of course , Wei Qi got his red tie too . Want to be outstanding among us huh ? Hahah (>.<) Joking joking ^^ Im sure all of us would be outstanding amoung the crowd de la (>.<) Hehe .

After shopping for so long , we decided to watch movie and we watch Paranomal activity !! OMG man ! Its nice and quite scary in some parts too except for the stupid guy that is so freaking lame than keeps pissing off her gf -.- Haha . Shan shan .... Scardy cat ! Muahahah ! Behind you ar ~ Maybe standing beside you when you sleep tonight ! LOL

After watching finish the dinner , all of us are hungry already (>.<) But everyone is broke le !! So have no choice , go kopitiam eat -.- Super sacrifise of me sia ! Wear so nice go eat kopitiam -.- But no choice la , i dun wan spent too much money too becos of .... Hahaha , cant say out ^^
Anw , had a fun day today :) Super long never liddat whole clique go out together le (>.<) But im sure theres more upcoming ahead ^^

Alright , got to head to bed le (>.<) After whole day of shopping damn tire le .. Hehe
Nites peeps !

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Wednesday, November 11, 2009
10:35 PM

FINALLY !! O LEVEL'S OVER ALREADY !!
FREEDOM HAS COME (>.<) MUAHAHAHAHA ~

Alright , too happy until dunno got wad to say -.- Tomorrow going out to get Prom's stuff ^^ Sure have a happy day tomorrow ^^ Post again tomorrow :)

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Tuesday, November 10, 2009
6:58 PM

OMG peeps !! My idol , Show !! New show is out !!!! Just now was watching 娱乐百分百 and they introduce the new show ^^ Omg man . Straight away watch it and its damn funny and cute can (>.<) Ohh , forget to introduce the name of the show . Its call 海派甜心 ^^ Those that like Show or Yang Cheng Ling de must not miss this show wor (>.<) Gonna chiong this show man . Hahaha . But it only come out until episode 2 only ... Sian ... But still , I LOVE 海派甜心 !! Ahaha ^^

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Monday, November 9, 2009
11:38 AM

OMG ! Dunno why de hell i have this dreams again and again . Its damn vivid . Although i cant see who's involve , but for sure i noe that im in it ... Wth -.- Usually i woke up with a frightening feeling but not this time ... Its rather a sad feeling ... But i guess its true .. Hmm ... No one really understands what i want and desire and most important , how i really feel .. But i guess she noes well rite ?? Yea , you know im talking about you rite ... Hahaha . Thanks for chatting with me yesterday arh .. Was in a super or rather confusing mood luh .. So sorry for the sudden of silence in the fone (>.<) But still , i guess you're the one that noes me well ^^ Thanks Jie ! Music represents my feelings now ...

何俊明 - 还记得吗


拿起电话问你好吗 我几时还被你牵挂
你的幸福交给了他 现在的你还快乐吗

你对我说剪了头发 只是想以忘掉牵挂
那些快乐还放不下 还在寻找忘记的方法

还记得吗说过的话 说要一直陪你到白发
还记得吗我的挣扎 才会让你的泪慢慢落下
还记得吗说过的话 说要一起流浪的天涯
还记得吗你的挣扎 才会给我这些惩罚


何俊明 - 祝你快乐

又在下雨了 天空变成灰色的
玻璃窗外的快乐 滴答滴答在唱歌
又在下雨了 心情变成昏暗的
日记里面在写着 分手之後的角色

我轻轻写着 我是坚强的
我努力笑着 告诉自己要割舍

我会永远祝福你快乐 就算想哭我也会忍着
分手的那一刻 我们紧紧拥抱着
我会永远祝福你快乐 就算心里有多麽不舍
爱以走了 但是我还有寂寞陪伴着

又在下雨了 天空变成灰色的
玻璃窗外的快乐 滴答滴答在唱歌
又在下雨了 心情变成昏暗的
日记里面在写着 分手之後的角色

我轻轻写着 我是坚强的
我努力笑着 告诉自己要割舍

我会永远祝福你快乐 就算想哭我也会忍着
分手的那一刻 我们紧紧拥抱着
我会永远祝福你快乐 就算心里有多麽不舍
爱以走了 但是我还有寂寞陪伴着

我会永远祝福你快乐 就算想哭我也会忍着
分手的那一刻 我们紧紧拥抱着
我会永远祝福你快乐 就算心里有多麽不舍
爱以走了 但是我还有寂寞陪伴着

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Sunday, November 8, 2009
6:37 PM

Hey peeps =)

Never post for the past few days le .. Damn lazy and dunno wad to post (>.<) Yesterday went to Lion City Hotel together with cousin they all for high-tea !! At first everyone was excited , but when we reach there the food is lik limited -.- Nasi lemak , laska , mee siam and those nohya khueh only !!! OMG ! Damn bugget can -.- No wonder so cheap -.- Each person $14++ only ... Go eat Soeul Garden better la !! But still , eat from 3pm to around 5pm liddat only cos its high-tea ma ... After that went to City Square Mall (>.<) New shopping centre near the Mustafa centre (>.<) Hahaha . There ar ... Okey la . Not all the shops open yet but still attention girls !! Want buy Prom Gown to there buy !! Damn nice and pretty de =) After shopping for whole day , finally went home with both hands empty -.- LOL .

Today , part 2 of the MindChamp test . Was lik -.- Super easy can ... Next week still gt last part .. Must Graduate ar !! Hehehe ^^ After MindChamps went to Bugis with my Bro and meet my parents there . Bought my Blazer le ^^ hehehe . Still haven buy my pants yet .. Sian .. Bugis Spade no more White pants le =( Gonna go Amk hub and buy ! Next thursday !! Counting down to that day !! Ahahah (>.<)

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Thursday, November 5, 2009
8:11 PM

OMG !!!

First time in my life !!! Really first time in my life i can actually balance my final accounts in just one try !!! Super proud of myself la (>.<) I guess i really never let down Zi Wei le ^^ Every single Poa questions he give me to do and i revise actually come out la ! Hahaha :) Super confident de cos for paper 2 , out of 60 marks , the first question 20 marks is sure get de la !! Grats to everyone that can balance too ^^ Shan Shan oso rite ?? Hahaha , first time balance until feeling damn good rite ? Haha . Anw , Poa is over loh !! can relax abit le ^^

Hmm .. Now only have to chiong my Biology and i can really really relax myself le :) Good man !! Cant wait for next week (>.<) ! Cant wait to see everyone shouting ' EXAMS OVER LOHH !!!! ' Hahaha (>.<) Gonna buy Prom clothes next week too ^^ Hehe .

Alright , Gonna find something to do now ^^ Dun feel like studying now (>.<) Tmr morning than study again :) See ya peeps !

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Wednesday, November 4, 2009
9:14 PM



Hi see the girl above? thats me. Im blogging now to thank ADRIAN LEE BLAH BLAH for being like a brother to me and for giving me advice when im in a sticky situation. This period of time has been tough, and thanks to him i finally decided on what i should do. Even though some of your advices were dumb i still want to thank you HAHA . GoodLuck for your POA paper tomorrow dude, haha . All the best brother, see you on Sunday. Byeeee~

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