Hiie =)
Can say this is the last memories i can only remember ba ?
So i shall share it with my blog ba ..

24th August 2009
The day that i found someone that has a similar thinking with me =)
Although we knew early , but we're together on this day =)
Its means so much to me that night when we both found out that we hav the same feelings for each other ^^

27th August 2009
We are thinking about how do we tell zilin and the others in order for me to fetch her go to bear birthday party .
Thought of stupid ideas but still in the end got a solution =)

29th August 2009
I thought of telling zilin the truth first , but she hold me back .
Than we thought of telling them aft Bear Birthday party =)
On that night she quarrel with her mum and i couldn't contact her !
Make me so worried >.< After sometime , finally she's alright =)

30th August 2009
You quarrel with your mum again .
Was damn worried about you and waited for her at pasir ris mrt no matter wad happens . Waited for ard 2 hour plus ba i think ?
Finally she came .. Although she smile all the way , i noe that she's still not happy ..
She like to hide her emotions to herself , guess thats wad she attracts me ba ^^

31st August 2009
Everyone got back their results and was damn saddening ...
Flunk alot of subjects and i make my mum cried .
Console by her and on that day we are suppose to celebrate bear birthday , so i try to cheer up myself as its not good to give a sulky face to him when everyone wans to hav a fun time =)
Had a real good time and i sent her back home .
My first time sending her back home , felt so happy =)

1 September 2009
found a song that is damn nice - 棉花糖 ^^
Tested her chinese and told her to type out the whole lyrics !
Guess its a damn difficult task for her so i told her its okey le =)
BUT !! She actually type out the whole lyrics and sent to me in the middle of the night !
Felt so touch and i have never felt so happy before =) I swear .

2nd September 2009
She sent me chinese msg again .
Its damn touching and i can say that i drop my tears on that night for her .
She didnt noe ba ? Haha .
Wad she said always would carve in my heart =)

4th September 2009
She's afraid of my mum >.<
But i grant her wish by bring my 2 dogs down and let her see =)
She lik them so much huh ? Hahaha !
Can felt that she's very happy that night .

5th September 2009
She came up my house !
Though she's afraid of my mum but she still came up !!
Omg . So proud of her =)

7th September 2009
I hav Empower U course and she came delivering lunch for me !!
So touch >.<
Everyone envy me luh ! plus she sat in and see my performance =)
Think she had a fun day too ehh ??

9th Spetember 2009
Went to watch movie toghether with bear and his step bro and JJ .
First movie we catch together =)
She's so happy i guess ?

16th September 2009
She's sick and didnt went to school ..
So worried for her and cant wait for school to over now so that i can rush over to take care of her .

23rd September 2009
Celebrate our 1st month early by one day because i couldn't make it the next day =(
Was abit disappointed but nvm =)
Went to get the flowers and bought cheese cake for her =)
Gave it to her and i swear , she's damn happy that day ^^
I think its the happiest day in her life when im with her ba ..
Was touch that she make 2 things for me =)
A board and a photo frame !
So sweet of her ehh ?? Hahaha xD

28th September 2009
I've doubt her .
For the first time , i've hurt her ...
10.58am , i make her sad and cried ...
I broke the promise that i made to myself ...

30th September 2009
I think i've hurt her again ..
2nd time i've hurt her in just 2 days ...
Whats wrong with me ?

2nd October 2009
Im injured ..
I let them doubt me ..
Nvm .. Its my fault because i fail to explain to them clearly ..

5th October 2009
Went to her house and study together .
She told me something .. Glad that she's honest with me =)
Although its abit of disappointed but i still cant leave her because i love her too much .
So i just forget her past and get on with our present state now =)
On that day , finally everything is over .
But the stupid me , hurt her again by giving her attitude !
Dumb of ME !!! GO DIE CAN ??

8th October 2009
I make everyone worried by leaving my house without saying anything ..
I make my mum cried ...
Im sorry everyone ...
I just need to be alone for awhile ...

11th October 2009
She call me and i've explain everything to her .
Hope that all the doubts she have i have clear ...
She's still not ready to talk or meet me ...

12th October 2009
She wans to meet me ...
I guess thats it ...
She wans to say that ...
And she did ...
I hold her back , but i still let her go ...
Guess its time for me to let her have sometime of silent and her own ba ...

13th October 2009
Today , the confuse answer have finally been solve .
Although im sad ... But still theres nothing i could do but to let her go ..
Proving to them is now the only thing i can do ba ??

Thats all ba i think ? The only memories that i can remember now ba ... Mayb there's still some but i cant thought of it now ba ^^
Hey guys , im not here to try and get some sympathy or wad but jus purely sharing wad that i could remember in my memories ..
Hope you can get it ...

Thank you for the 1 month and 18 days of love you gave to me ..
Really appreciate it ...