Dear Blog ,

My world is ending ...
Before i end , theres something i wan to say ...
All my feelings of yesterday and the night ...

Texted sk yesterday ..
Ask him whether we cld talk lik normal ..
I was hoping tt he cld say alright or ya ...
But he say ' i anything de ' ...
Do you noe wad this answer means to me ?
I can sense that you still haven forgiven me even though u said you have ..
I ask you agin when are you going to get your prom night cloothings .
Another answer i was hoping is tt ' After O's lets get together '
But you said ' I will be getting wif weiqi ' .
It hurts me , but wads de point i guess ?

Texted weiqi and ask him the same questions ..
He said anything ..
I dont really force you to get the same as we guys use to hav plan to get the same clothings ..
I dont mind you really said im getting other clothings ...
after all of you have answer my questions , Lots of things run through my mind ..

I noe some of you hav my password to my blog .
And i guess you are reading now ...

Baby , i noe i've really hurt you much .
Glass tt are broken can be mend bt there wld still be cracks seen .
At the very beginnig , you tld me tt cancer dont match wif aquaris ..
I guess it really proves that it dont match ..
Its not tt you dont match me , but its me that i dont even fit to be your friend .
I noe that you have gave up alot of things for me , even when knowing my past you still dont care and tries to be with me .
I really feel touch by wad you've said to me .
But its pointless saying all theese to you now .
Its too late ...
Even you dont said , i know that you've actually made a decision to break up with me ...
Like what i've told you , i wont blame you ..
Because its me , im the one that cause all these matters up and make you lost all the confidence , trust and believe in me ..

To my friends : After ytd talk , i really feel the distance ..
the real distance when we are in the past and now ...
I dont ask you all to forgive me but i guess i really dont have the courage to talk to you guys anymore ..
Im too ashame of myself already .

Songs really can express my feelings now .
我不配： 这感觉 已经不对 我努力在挽回
一些些 应该体贴的感觉 我没给
你嘟嘴 许的愿望很卑微 在妥协
是我忽略 你不过要人陪
这感觉 已经不对 我最后才了解
一页页 不忍翻阅的情节 你好累
你默背 为我掉过几次泪 多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪 你的美 我不配

第二顺位 ： Listen the whole song i can say ...

明天我不会依然爱你 ： The whole song too ...

坚强分手 ： whole ...

Sometimes , i feel that why i have only have these once serious mistake i made and you all hav to 判我死刑 ..
Treating me so cold and really let me feel that im really left out ...
Im tired already ...
Zoo , im not sure already ...
Prom , i wont be going already and i guess without my pressence everyone will be happier .
Chalet , i guess im already dead .
I dunno wld you guys be able to read my post but guess there wont be news of me again .
I've finally realise the feeling of ' 当一个人真的失去了 , 才懂得珍惜 , 才感到难过 '


My world has come to a end ..
GOODBYE


Adrian , 李明杰
他死了