This is the World im in
Full of feelings
Full of regrets

This is a song i Love
Specially dedicated to you
I hope you guys like it too
Title - Goodbye

I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have so much more
I can feel your heart and I sympathize
And I'll never criticize all you've ever meant to my life

I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but good-bye

You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure I'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me

I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
Though it's gonna hurt us both
THere's no other way than to say good-bye


ALL ABOUT MEY

Sporty Guy who loves STAGE very much :)
Loves to Dance with the music !
Loves Everyone that loves him !
Extrodinary and COOL is what I AM !


EXITSY

Alicia Cammie Cassandra Hui Qin Jackson Jacquelyn Jee Hui Jun Jie Kevin Lin Lin Litin Laraine Mark Pei Wen Seng Kiat Shan SiYing Sylvia Tessa Wei Qi Xiao Jing Jing Zilin

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Thursday, October 8, 2009
4:37 PM

Alright . I will say everything in details without leaking any information .
After all the msg , i finally noe wads really causing this problems .

First of all , i want to say is wad you guys think the message im sending is not wad you guys think .
Sounds complicated ??
Alright , from the very beginning , i didnt even thought of hurting anyone .
Not sk , wq , shan , Baby or anyone else .
Its the meaning you guys dont get wad i mean .
I didnt even meant to give you guys attitude at all ..

For example on tues .
Sk was using the com at baby house .
I told him to not to use the com and let baby to rest .
Not getting him to get lost or go home immediately !
I just want to let baby to rest becos she told me she's tired and a matter of fact , she didnt rest well the previously .
I didnt even hav the intention or meaning to give sk or baby attitude at all .

What has really cos the 3 of us in this tension is because of the meaning you dont get wad i really mean .
Ok . Maybe im in the wrong because i didnt explain myself straight when i sense something is not right in the first place .
Causing baby to lost all the trust in me is also my fault .
I dont beg her to trust me again .
But frm ytd , i've already made up my mind to get back to my usual self and i really meant it .
Why i wld leave my house without a single word is because i went to think wad i've really done wrong and its not that im getting back to my tt ' not myself ' again .

From the moment when those rainy days are over , i've already told myself tt love needed TRUST than can lead to happiness . That is why i cld leave sk with baby in tt day . But i guess she dont trust me that i've trust her .
Cant blame her becos im the one that dont grab on to the chances when she trusted me .
I've made her doubt me many many many times and tts why she's deeply hurt this time .
Sorry i wont say anymore . Becos i noe that you're nubm to tt word already.

To sk , i've never ever blame you for saying all those to me because i knew that you've said those was beacause of a moment of anger . But seriously , you have mistaken me , mistaken my words and meanings .

Im moving forward ...