This is the World im in
Full of feelings
Full of regrets

This is a song i Love
Specially dedicated to you
I hope you guys like it too
Title - Goodbye

I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have so much more
I can feel your heart and I sympathize
And I'll never criticize all you've ever meant to my life

I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but good-bye

You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure I'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me

I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
Though it's gonna hurt us both
THere's no other way than to say good-bye


ALL ABOUT MEY

Sporty Guy who loves STAGE very much :)
Loves to Dance with the music !
Loves Everyone that loves him !
Extrodinary and COOL is what I AM !


EXITSY

Alicia Cammie Cassandra Hui Qin Jackson Jacquelyn Jee Hui Jun Jie Kevin Lin Lin Litin Laraine Mark Pei Wen Seng Kiat Shan SiYing Sylvia Tessa Wei Qi Xiao Jing Jing Zilin

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Monday, September 28, 2009
9:35 PM

Alot of things happen these few days ....

Firstly is my family , than my friends than today something happen too ....
I dunno why ... mayb is my emotions that led me to wad happen today ...
Sorry Sk for hitting ur head tt hard ... i dont really meant it bt i just dunno why i couldn't control myself control my strength ...
Sorry baby too >.< maybe u dun really get wawd i meant this afternoon but its okey :)
Everything has over and me & bear already okey le !
So dun worry so much okey ??
But i still want to say im really sorry for nt believing you tt u are really sick ...
Hope that you are really fine and get well soon alright !

Love You

Im moving forward ...

Sunday, September 27, 2009
8:27 PM

Annyyong!

I'm his girlfriend here again:) He don't know that i'm blogging for him. So, don't be SURPRISE yea, Baby? ^.^

His been lazy to blog i bet. Laziness really kills i guess-.- His life is been usual nth much special happened to him recently. He is either having tuition, attending mindchamps and his grandma place:) Haven't been meeting me since Friday. Sad sad:( Will only get a chance to meet him tmr to pass him Wq notes and bye bye(>.<) Hais. I really miss him man! Shhhh**** LOL-.-

Alright, shall leave the rest for him to blog himself:)

Saranghae!:)

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Thursday, September 24, 2009
4:51 PM


HAPPY 1 MONTH ANNIVERSARY!:)

I'm his girlfriend here again:) Haha! Adrian now is have his mock exam in school so yup, since i'm blogging so help him post too:D Good luck for his mock exams man! I gave him my notes hope it helps a little:)AJA AJA FIGHTING!^.^

BABY!
당신을 사랑합니다!
Although we didn't have a chance to go on a date alone, but i'm sure we will meant it up after our O's, right??? :)

Alright, this post is short cause he haven end his day yet, so, Baby, post more if you have interesting stuff to post:) DONT BE LAZY KAY??!!!:)

LOVE,
UR WIFE!:)

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Wednesday, September 23, 2009
8:39 PM


!!! HAPPY 1 MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY !!!

Im so happy today u noe ? Haha ^.^
Went to Hougang and get the flowers tt i order and get Royal cheese cake too !!
Our favourites huh .. Haha

Went straight away to baby house >.<
Dunno why , i felt tt im quite nervous ??
I pass her the box 1st becos she had already noe wads in it -.-
All thanks to tt mole -.-
But i can see tt she's very happy =)
When i pass her the flowers , i can see her totally shock !
Can feel tt she's really really happy ^^
Sorry baby tt we cant go out and celebrate but i promise i would make up to you after O's !!
BABY I LOVE YOU !! 一辈子深深的只爱你一个 !!

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Tuesday, September 22, 2009
8:52 PM

Went to Cp to buy the surprise for my baby right after school .
But when we reach there , actually dun even sell at Cp -.-
Had to go all the way to Hougang mall to buy it and than rush back to Cp ..
Running here and there ...
Spent half an hour but still cant make it so just hav to call my helper and its Wei Qi !!
He came right after Chem Asp and help me =)
Thanks Wei Qi , Mole and Yifeng for accompaning me !
Hahaha xD

Baby came to find me straight after her Art !
She actually rush her work just to see me la !! OMG !!
Damn touch >.< I LOVE YOU !!! Muacks !!
Accompany her eat KFC at Cp but in the end i nv eat cos its already 5 pm !
Hahaha . She should noe wad i mean right ??
After her dinner , sent her back home and OMG .
The shocking part came ...
I sent her right to her lift and guess who we saw ?!?!
ITS HER MUM !!!!
Plus we were actually holding hands !!
Im lik totally shock and dun even noe wad to do la >.<
But i knew tt i call aunty and the next thing i do is i straight away walk off -.-
Was so worried tt Baby would get scolding by her mum bt !
Never !!
When i told her how worried i was , she actually laugh at me >.<
So evil huh ... LOL

Anw , everyday can see my Baby im so damn happy le ^.^
The day tt we are waiting for has finally came !! ITS TMR !!!!
Feeling so excited now >.< Hehe
Baby , I LOVE YOU ! MUACKS !!

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Monday, September 21, 2009
9:34 PM

VOLA !!!

Went to baby house and study today .
Mole was there too >.<
Actually intented to give my baby a surprise de ...
But she's toooo clever already , cos she even noe that im going to surprise her -.-
She even ask her mum to cook my share luh !! But still Thanks baby ^.^
Did my maths and was lik ... so boring luh !! everytime oso do maths -.-
But But But ... I still perservere !!! haha xD
Baby was doing her Chemistry Notes and i can see that she really out in alot of effort in doing all her notes . Fighting Baby !!
Mole was like doing the whole book of Biology Ten Year's Series -.- within 2 days !!! OMG !!
I think he is really insane already xP

Around 5pm we left my baby house and headed to Ehub .
Meet Zilin and Farhan too !
We catch a movie call Aliens in the attics and i swear .
Its damn nice plus funny luh !!
We were like laughing the loudest in the cinema la >.<
I bet everyone behind was like looking at us huh ... haha
Its much more nicer than G-Force u noe why ??
Because Alien is much more CUTER than Mole !!
Muahahahaha ......

Anw , had a great day today although my parents saw me ..
Glad that they didn't say anything =)

Im moving forward ...

12:00 AM


Hi people! His girlfriend is here to help him blog again:) He is just too lazy to blog-.- Laziness kills! Haha!

Alright, where should i start??? Erm, did not meet me for this few days as i was too busy with my stuff(>.<) I bet he misses me alot!! Haha! He went out with his family for dinner today. Ate like 2 CRABS! wth! I only ate 1 but he ate 2-.- Not fair(>.<) He hurt his leg ytd and i hope he is fine. In fact i'm quite worried for him. Baby, you better rest more!

This coming thurs is our 1st month and he is like not free-.- Sad! But will be celebrating it on Wed:) As i'm busy for tomorrow and tues~.~ Sorry! Haha!

Alright, i shall leave the rest for him to blog the next time round!^.^

BABY! DON'T BE LAZY AND BLOG! MUACKS!!!

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Saturday, September 19, 2009
10:05 PM

Had a Long day today .
After tuition went to Seng Kiat Home Court .
At first , suppose to be having a Competition de .. but in the end cancle -.-
Waste my time going there la ... but nvm la , we still play .
First game was lik ... Hahaha !! shld noe wad i mean right guys ?? >.<
but on the second game , its lik totally slacker game for me la .. walk here walk there slowly xD
than gt this guy , super no rules at all la ... play AND1 style on normal match -.-
make until alot of us super piss off ...
than in last few minutes time , yf come in and dunno wad happen ..
Problems comes up and he nearly gt bitten up -.-
after i noe wad happen , i was lik -.- LAME !!!
kena wack by the ball only than buay song -.-
Basketball is lik tt de ma ...
A little bit jiu buay song than dun play la ...

After tt we went to Pasir Ris Park to eat zi char !
hav u ppl watch before 三个好人 ??
Today weiqi , sk and me is the 三个好人 ... HAHAHA !
But is nt steal things or gamble all these , bt is 3 bai ka !!
HAHA ^.^ we were lik limping all the way to the Bus interchange la !
Walk damn slow and cross the road oso hav 'Piority' LOL
Damn funny la ^^ bt our legs are lik so pain and super wobby>.<

Haiis ... Too bad my Baby cant come today cos she needs to accompany her mama to get her art and other things .
Really MISS her alot alot alot alot la !!!!!
Dunno when than can see her again =(
But this wednesday im sure we're meeting !
LOVE YOU BABY !

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Sunday, September 13, 2009
6:16 PM

Hiie People !!

Its a damn boring day today luh ..
Went to MindChamps for module 2 and straight after it went down to hougang to cut my hair !
Stupid sch la -.- always gt hair check ... waste our money always cut cut cut ~ think we print money izzit ??
Ate lunch at whitesands with mum and dad . Saw 3 of the asissts at the kopitiam too !
But they nv saw us . Hahaha >.<

Went home than and use my laptop cos i wanna see my Baby !! Webcam with her for abt an hour and she got to go out le cos she needs to send her grandma back to pasir ris . Miss her like lots la >.< cant wait for her to go back home cos we're going to webcam again at night !! plus Seng Kiat(mole) too =P

Baby , I Love You ! Muacks !

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Saturday, September 12, 2009
10:16 PM

Dunno why ... Some ppl are too lame and liks to spam on my blog .
To those tt liks my blog sooooooooooo much and lik to spam ar .... Pls come with something fresh la ... no ideas izzit ?? liks to spam so much go cre8 ur own blog and spam urself la !
Morons -.-

GET A LIFE KIDS

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Friday, September 11, 2009
1:53 PM

HELLO!

I'm his girlfriend here again(>.<) sorry about the previous post, everything is alright now:) And he is also feeling much better:) He is now on the phone with me^.^ Miss his voice that's why:X Shhhh..Secret** Haha-.- Okok, so yesterday he have been spending his time with me as i went over to his place early:) Suppose to have more people to come over to study together, but in the end????All did not turned up-.- Adrian did do his work on time and I'm super proud of him:)Muacks!(>.<)Ok, went for our first movie at E!hub. Watched G.Force:) The show was damn adorable. I bet Adrian enjoyed the show too cause in the show SengKiat was in there too.(There is a mole in the show:X Ops!)

Okay, he will be going to Mindchamps later and i as a kind soul will go fetch him from his course if its possible:) I miss him!!!!!!!!!Hahah! I bet he is going to kill me when he sees me(>.<) He should know why T.T






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Thursday, September 10, 2009
8:04 PM

Wad is this ??
I went down to do my homework , and u're nt happy
I finish all the work tt i am tld to do , and u're nt happy
I went opposite to eat with my friends , and u're nt happy
WAD THE F*CK IS UR PROBLEM ?!?!

I HATE YOU FOR LIFE MAN !
I HATE YOU TT U'RE MY MUM !
I HATE YOU TT U'RE UNREASONABLE !
I HATE YOU TT U'RE ALWAYS USING THE SAME EXCUSES !
I HATE YOU !!!!!!!

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12:18 AM

Many things happened recently. And definately i won't wanna mention it anymore. Sept holidays are here and all i am doing is to get ready for O's. Tuition, mindchamps and self-studies. Bla bla bla.

Okok, stop the act. I'm not Adrian here blogging:) I'm his girlfriend here helping him blog:) He is being a pig by now i think. Sleeping and thinking of me every moment[i think] (>.<) Ok, its kinda thick skin-.-

Anw, Adrian have been really working very very hard for the examinations and i have got his back and believe he is definately going to make it to where he wanna go!Fighting!!! (>.<)

Baby, went you sees this don't just smile alright, must laugh:D Haha!Erm, I know recently many many happened. And thanks for assuring me with your words and your tender care. I can see that you wanna settle down and so do i. Baby, you know smth, no matte whats coming up next, i will always be right beside you when you needs me:) Omg! Recent;y i have been being mushy with my words(>.<) Its really kinda embarrassing. But i know you would be happy and thats what i want:) Hubby, i love u.

Sorry ppl if this post is abit or perhaps very mushy. Just a surprise for Adrian^.^

Tata peeps! Good night and sleep tight.

Im moving forward ...

Sunday, September 6, 2009
11:46 AM

Stop it. Had enough of it! Do you all think tt saying all those things to jacq is to let her wake up frm her senses?I can tell all of you. Its a NO! Do you all noe tt u all are just letting her suffer in pain? Hw many times she cry when she saw those msges? She had nt been sleeping well these few days n been waking up frm nightmares all thanks to all your Messages. Im nt asking u all to put yourself in her shoes.

如果有一天,你喜欢你好朋友喜欢的男人,而且那个男的也喜欢你,你们感说你不会想和他在一起,放弃他吗?模模你们的良心,会吗?

Think about it. Wad if one day u're in these situation, wld u wan them to act lik wad u all did?

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Saturday, September 5, 2009
12:32 PM

Yesterday :
Had a bad day yesterday . In de middle of my course and Keith told me tt he tld sk abt it . I was lik OMG ! During tt moment , i felt lik the world is coming to an end . Lots of things comes to my mind . I wad wondering , y keith told him , bt i didnt blame keith telling him . I feel a sigh of relieve aft sk noes abt it . I dun wish to hide anymore , neither do Jacq . Both of us felt guilty and whenever we thought of this question , we wld jus keep thinking wad wld happen next ? Wad wld happen if we tld them ? Can we still remain as friends ? These questions keep coming to our mind ..

Zilin , i hope tt u cld fogive Jacq for nt being honest to u in the very first place . Dont blame her , Blame it all on me . Its becos of my selfishness tt cause this ending . Im really sorry for nt telling u too becos i dun wish to affect ur N lvls which is just next week . Im truely sorry . I dont beg u for forgiveness bt i hope u cld forgive Jacq .

As for Jacq clique friends , Im sorry too . i noe tt Jacq hide it from u girls too . She dont meant to keep it frm u all . If u all want to blame , blame it all on me . All i could only say is im really sorry . Sorry for nt being honest to everyone . Sorry .

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Tuesday, September 1, 2009
3:59 PM

There's 2 side of faces in me . Happy and Sad ..
Sad part 1st :
Took back results yesterday and was totally dejected ..
At the moment , i dunno wad to do at all ..
i could only thought of hw am i going to face my parents and cousins tt have taught me ...
There's never fail tt i wont make them disappointed ...
i felt the pain in her heart when mum cry ...
i dunno wad to say to her cos i noe tt she wont believe in anything i say to her anymore ... TRUST can be lost easily bt nt gaining back easily ..
I'm really sorry mum and my cousins .. I fail to make u all happy ..

Happy part :
Went to cineleisure K-Box today to celebrate Seng Kiat Birthday in advance yesterday :)
everyone gather ard 5.15pm and went in .
dunno y , i jus felt this k-box is full of awkwardness ..
Ppl tt are suppose to high did nt high (example , Sk)
Birthday was damn quiet and shy , something wrong with him i guess ? hmm ..
Zilin was lik .... paying $30 to go there and eat and spending her time with her friends outside the k-box -.-
Shan was very quiet too ... although i noe y ... bt SMILE yea :)
Almost all the time , is only me , jacq , wei qi , keith and his gf singing !
bt i think the most high de shld be me , jacq and wei qi only ba >.<
ard 9 plus , the cake came in ^^
HAHAHA !!! Sk was smash by wei qi in his face !!! tts so funny luh xD
Happy rite Seng Kiat ?? Hahaha xP
Anw , still had a fun day !!
although there's things bothering me ...

Im moving forward ...